I haven't had time to blog and I am very embaressed to admit that even though I had a nice long holiday of doing nothing. But my holiday was great. :)
Things have changed a tad, as I am single again. No hard feelings but it hasn't been the smoothest ride either. And as always, I pushed God to the far side of things just so that I can find my feet again. Why do we do that? It's so silly to think that we chooooooose to remove God from the picture. the only one who actually knows us and can actually make a difference. Kind of funny really.And then God still choses to maintain a relationship with us.
I'm a little awestruck at the whole concept.
I asked God for guidance, and boy.. Did he answer back. I won't go into too much details as it's obviously relating to a sensitive subject but to give you an idea - I got a verse out of PROVERBS. Yup. Proverbs. Straight up and forward. Direct. No nonsense answer. In my face.
Yet I still had this little whisper telling me that I could be wrong...
I've learned to discern between my head and my heart (Holy Spirit). The reason I'm putting it this way is that little voice I seem to follow has always been right and I believe with everything in me that that still voice is not my mind but God being an active part of my life as the Holy Spirit. You know, that one split second thought that tells you to look left again as you cross a road and you're just in time to see a car coming speeding your way. Or even as you walk out of your room and a little voice tells you to check if you packed the assignment you've been working on all night. God cares about the little stuff and the big stuff in ur lives. But why have I started this paragraph? OH! ya! This whole year has been about listening to God when my flesh screams for me not to. It's about growing up and being responsible. I dont want to sit in silly situations that could have been avoided if I had just listened to God. I Point being: I listened to that verse, and it turns out God was right. Once again. :)
So pray for me so that I can finally be obedient in anything God sends my way.
Blessings peeps!
xxx
